Friday, August 31, 2012

FFF: Looking back at the 10th month

First official mohawk pic
Here's my attempt to record all of the wonderful things that have happened during Enoch's 10th month of life.  I always feel like these posts are SO hard to write because each month is unique and Enoch is constantly changing!

Eating- Little man is nursing 5 times a day now (we increased it this month) and for the past week, he's also been getting 6-10 oz per day of either pumped breastmilk or formula as a  supplement.  We always feed Enoch 4 oz of applesauce in the morning, and then he usually eats lunch and dinner with us at the table.  For those bigger meals, he will generally eat bread, cheese, and a veggie/fruit.  He really enjoys eating these foods by hand (cut up into small pieces): bananas, watermelon, grapes, green beans, avocado, sweet potato, carrots.

Mobility-  Enoch loves to play on the floor either by himself or with us.  He can scoot on his bottom, make circles & roll on his tummy, and stand while holding onto something.  He hasn't tried stepping while standing yet, and he isn't very inclined to pulling up on objects, only people at this point.  :)

Although he is getting closer to crawling, it is taking some time for him to get used to being up on his knees.  He is getting much more liberal with how far he thinks is safe to reach forward though while sitting, to the point where he often ends up on his hands and knees only to fall over or push back up to sitting.

Sleep-  Enoch still sleeps through the night, though his hours have changed some over the past month.  He now stays up a little later (7 or 7:30 pm) and then he typically wakes up between 6 and 6:30 am.  His morning nap usually starts at 9 and lasts 1.5-2.5 hours, depending on how much I wore him out in the morning.  His afternoon nap is becoming less regular though.  I usually lay him down after lunch, sometime around 1 or 2, but he doesn't always fall asleep.  If he does sleep, it generally only lasts 1 hour; if he doesn't sleep, he'll usually rest for 30-45 minutes while talking/playing (though at this point we don't put toys in his crib with him).

Playing- Enoch loves simple toys and books the most.  He enjoys picking up, inspecting, throwing, and even making noises with toys that are small and have simple shapes (for example, his wooden blocks, the shape sorter blocks, rainbow stacker circles, etc.).  He also really enjoys looking at books himself and being read to. When I'm in the kitchen, sometimes I give him measuring spoons and tupperware, which he also LOVES!  :)

One other thing he has recently started doing is playing more games.  He especially likes playing peekaboo and throwing balls.  Now that he stands quite often, he will also play the falling game where as soon as he stands up, he falls down and then wants to stand again... only to immediately fall down again... and it repeats...  Below is a video of him playing "where's the baby".



Nature- On most days, Enoch is very laid back and easy going.  He is definitely active- always moving and reaching and talking, but he's usually not too demanding or fussy.  On days when he is more fussy, going for a walk in the stroller or watching cars go by on the front porch are two ways to reclaim my content little guy.   If he had it his way, we would get out of the house at least once per day (which we typically do 5-6 days of the week anyway) because he just loves seeing people and riding in the car.

One new development in the past few months (as I recall) is that although Enoch loves seeing people, he gets incredibly shy if they pay him any attention, and he often has symptoms of "stranger danger" when new people try to touch or hold him.  This happens all the time, like at the doctor office, when family and friends visit our home, when we are out shopping or walking, at church, etc.  We've heard that this is only a phase and that he'll eventually outgrow it, so we're not doing too much to train him not to do this right now.


Teeth-  This month Enoch has been working on 3 top teeth.  They've been visible under his gums for around a week now, but yesterday they finally broke through so that we could feel them.  This puts him up to 5 teeth now.

Clothing-
 12 mos is getting too tight when he wears his bulky cloth diapers, so I find myself putting him in 18 mos clothes mainly.  




Small details I want to remember:

Eating with his hands... We joke that it seems like Enoch thinks that he has to hurry & gobble up his food so that no one snatches it away from him. A lot of times he even grabs 2 or 3 pieces of food at a time.   :)


Throwing his toys...  He loves to throw them out of his stroller, out of his carseat, and even out of the bathtub. He also throws them just out of his reach when he plays on the floor. It's really cute because he ends up being encircled by a ring of toys, each of which is just a tad too far away for him to grab without falling over or scooting.

Chilling with his buddy after swimming

Swimming...  We have been invited to swim almost every Tuesday morning since we've been here by some sweet ladies at a church in our town.  Although we aren't always able to make it do to Enoch's nap schedule, it is such a treat when we do get to go!  I love chatting with the other moms, and Enoch enjoys seeing the other babies (and big kids) too.

Kissing... I know I already posted a video of this, but it's just TOO cute, and it melts this mama's heart each time he gives me one of his wet sugars.



Walking with Mama on MSU campus
Exercising...  I've started taking Enoch with me now when I go out for exercise.  He really enjoys getting out and seeing the people and cars that we pass, and it is a great way to be active while having him with me.  I hope to find a better stroller soon (like a jogging stroller), but for now our regular one is working okay since I don't really run that fast.


Talking... Little man loves to talk and jabber, almost constantly.  His newest thing is to say "huh" or "uh" repeatedly while looking you in the face (like he's asking you a question each time).    We have made some progress on teaching him to be quiet in church by saying "shh..." and placing our hand over his mouth and saying "no" when he talks, but there's still much training to be done in this area.  :)




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Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Reading Together: "What is the Gospel?" Chapter 4

Gilbert starts off Chapter 4 (Jesus Christ the Savior) by focusing on how powerful the word "but" can be.  He lists off several examples of how "but" can totally change a story and its outcome.  Then he gets to the heart of why such a simple word is so important to the gospel:
"You are a sinner destined to be condemned.  But God has acted to save sinners just like you!"  (60)
He then steps through some important doctrines about who Jesus is.  I appreciated the way Gilbert pumped this chapter full of Scripture, and so I thought I'd highlight a few of those verses under each of his main points because the Word of God does such a magnificent job of telling all about the Messiah, Jesus.

Fully God, Fully Man
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God... And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen His glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.  (John 1:1,14)

For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.  (Hebrews 4:15)

Because he is the Son of God, without sin and equal in every divine perfection to God the Father, he is able to defeat death and save us from our sin.  In the same way, it is also critical that Jesus be truly one of us -- that is, fully human -- so that he can rightly represent us before his Father. (p. 61-62)

The Messiah King -- Here!
The angel said to Mary regarding the birth of her son, Jesus:
He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High.  And the Lord God will give to him the throne of his father David, and he will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end.  (Luke 1:32-33)

Unexpected Good News -- If You Can Get in on it
King Jesus came no only to inaugurate the kingdom of God, but also to bring sinners into it by dying in their place and for their sin, taking their punishment on himself and securing forgiveness for them, making them righteous in God's sight, and qualifying them to share in the inheritance of the kingdom. (p. 64, summarized from Col. 1:12 by Gilbert)

A Suffering King?
John the Baptist said of Jesus:
Behold, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world!  (John 1:29b)

The Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.  (Mark 10:45)

For our sake, he [God] made him [Jesus] to be sin who knew no sin, so that in Him [Jesus] we might become the righteousness of God.  (2 Corinthians 5:21)

For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly... but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.  (Romans 5:6,8)

He himself [Jesus] bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness.  By his wounds you have been healed.  (1 Peter 2:24)

Surely he has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions;  he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with his stripes we are healed.  All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned - everyone - to his own way; and the Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all.  (Isaiah 53:4-6)


The Heart of the Gospel
According to Gilbert, this is the heart of the gospel:
A righteous and holy God can justify the ungodly because in Jesus' death, mercy and justice were perfectly reconciled.  The curse was righteously executed, and we were mercifully saved.  (p. 69)

He Has Risen
Who shall bring any charge against God's elect?  It is God who justifies.  Who is to condemn?  Christ Jesus is the one who died - more than that, who was raised - who is at the right hand of God, who indeed is interceding for us.  (Romans 8:33-34)







For those of you reading along with me, we'll cover chapter 5 next week: Response -- Faith and Repentance.  Until then, here are some questions about this chapter you can chew on.  And feel free to post a comment below, too!

Was there one specific passage of Scripture that stood out to you from this chapter?  Did you notice any  verses that you'd like to commit to your memory?  Did you particularly appreciate any of Gilbert's explanations about what makes Jesus and his life, death, and resurrection significant?


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Monday, August 27, 2012

How important is the church in your spiritual life?



This video was in a Desiring God blog over the weekend, and I really appreciated the insights that David Powlison (from the Christian Counseling and Educational Foundation) gives in it.  He explains in detail the role of the church in personal sanctification (growing in holiness).   Whether you currently attend a church regularly, for special occasions only, or not at all, if you profess to be a Christian, I'd encourage you to watch this.  He doesn't only give his opinions, rather he heavily leans on what the Scriptures have to say, and in my opinion, he gives great reasons about why we should all be in community with a local body of Christ.




Thanks to the Desiring God team for creating this video and to Justin Taylor for following it up with helpful links here.



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Friday, August 24, 2012

FFF: Kissing

I'm happy to announce that for this weeks For the Family Friday post, we have ground-breaking footage....  Enoch has finally learned how to give kisses!!

He's always accepted kisses, of course, but now he actually does all of the work!  It is just the sweetest thing for this mama's heart to have the little man kiss me.  Hugh was even able to capture a little bit of it on camera:




One of the funny things about him kissing is that now when I ask him to give me a high five and put my hand out, he tries to kiss it!  He's never been great at doing high fives, but he used to at least hold his hand up sometimes and let me hit it for the five... not any more!  Now he gives kiss fives.  cute?  I think so!
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Thursday, August 23, 2012

Reading Together: "What is the Gospel?" Chapter 3

In Chapter 3 of "What is the Gospel?" Greg Gilbert breaks down the second part of his gospel explanation: Man the Sinner.  I appreciate the approach he takes in stepping through this sticky subject. Although I'm not going to go into super detail (because the book does a good-enough job), I thought I'd at least mention a few of my favorite points in this chapter.


First, I appreciate how he lets the weight of sin sink in.
According to the Bible, sin is a lot more than just the violation of some impersonal, arbitrary, heavenly traffic regulation.  It's the breaking of a relationship, and even more, it is a rejection of God himself -- a repudiation of God's rule, God's care, God's authority, and God's right to command those to whom he gave life.  In short, it is the rebellion of the creature against his Creator.  (p. 48)
His description of what is happening in the garden when Adam and Eve sin against God by eating the forbidden fruit is also helpful in unfurling the weight of this heavy garment that humanity is wearing because of sin.
They were rejecting God's authority over them and declaring their independence from him... Adam and Eve traded their favor with God for the pursuit of their own pleasure and their own glory.  (p. 49-50)
Trading favor with God in for their own pleasure/glory.  That's intense!  In essence, they are worshipping themselves and the creation rather than the Creator (see Romans 1:18-25 below).

This is something that I have to remind myself about everyday, multiple times a day.  We were made for the Creator but our sin nature lies to us by saying that life is really all about us, not Him.  Our sinful hearts tell us that we are truly able in and of ourselves to make ourselves happy... if only we can just _____ (fill in the blank for yourself).  But therein lies the problem.  There is nothing that we can do in and of ourselves to satisfy our lusting, sinful hearts.   No matter how much money we accrue, how skinny we become, how self-controlled we appear, how much fun we have, etc. we will NEVER be satisfied apart from Jesus because until we surrender to Him fully, we are living for the creation rather than the Creator.
For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who by their unrighteousness suppress the truth.  For what can be known about God is plain to them, because God has shown it to them.  For his invisible attributes, namely, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made.  So they are without excuse.  For although they knew God, they did not honor him as God or give thanks to him, but they became futile in their thinking, and their foolish hearts were darkened.  Claiming to be wise, they became fools, and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images resembling mortal man and birds and animals and creeping things.  Therefore God gave them up in the lusts of their hearts to impurity, to the dishonoring of their bodies among themselves, because they exchanged the truth about God for a lie and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever! Amen.  (Romans 1:18-25, emphasis mine)


That's the bad news of sin:  We suppress the truth by rejecting God and his loving authority over us so that we can please our lusting hearts with things that ultimately pass away (creation).  And this rebellion against God (sin) causes spiritual death.  Listen to Ephesians 2:1-7 --
And you were dead in the trespasses and sins in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience -- among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind.  But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ -- by grace you have been saved -- and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.  
Only God can bring a dead man back to life.  Only the Lord can be rich in mercy toward us when we are dead in our sins and warranting eternal punishment.  I'm eternally thankful that the gospel doesn't end with this bad news!  I know I'm is cutting to the chase here...  Jesus the Savior is supposed to wait until next week's chapter...  It's just that the bad news of sin is SO horrible, that it's hard to leave it at that.  Gilbert makes a good point in this chapter on sin that if you take sin lightly, you minimize the magnificent grace offered in the gospel of Jesus Christ.

I pray that as you have read this chapter in "What is the Gospel?" (or as you've read this overview of it) that you've been reminded (or awakened) to the depths of our depravity and our desperate need of a savior.  One who gives dead men life with Christ.




Below are the links to my reviews of the past few chapters in this series on Greg Gilbert's book "What is the Gospel?"  Next week (hopefully on Wednesday) I'll be summarizing chapter 4: Jesus Christ the Savior.
Introduction
Chapter 1
Chapter 2


Feel free to post your feedback and thoughts on this chapter and/or the book below.  Specifically, if you read the chapter, did any of Gilbert's explanations of what sin isn't help you understand what sin truly is?  What was the most clarifying or eye-opening part of this chapter for you?


Your iniquities have made a separation 
between you and your God,
and your sins have hidden his face from you
so that he does not hear.
(Isaiah 59:2) 

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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Failure to Thrive

We had Enoch's one month follow up appointment on Tuesday (yesterday) to check on his weight (you can read this to see why we needed a follow up appt). The appointment went well, and I was very please with the new doctor we me with. (She was recommended by a friend who had interned under this doc last year.) Dr. Sykes asked lots of questions and looked at Enoch's charts carefully. She definitely took his weight issues seriously, but she also did a great job of not freaking out. (which this mama appreciates!) Anyway, coming away from the appointment, there is good news and bad...

The good news is that Enoch has gained some weight over the past month... 10 whole ounces! That was music to my ears since we've been working so diligently at feeding our little man mor solids, and I managed to sneak in an extra nursing session per day for the past month.

But, the bad news is that he dropped in percentiles again. At his nine month check up, he was in the 10th percentile, but now he is down in the 3rd percentile (at ten mos). Remember that at 2 mos he was over 19.5 lbs and way above the 100th percentile, so for him to be "up" to 17 lbs, 14 oz is progress (considering he was 17 - 4 last month), but with such a big drop in percentiles, you can imagine how the charts look... pretty dismal.  :(  The other issue is that developmentally, he's a little behind.  Normally, this is not a big deal, but with the weight issues, Dr. Sykes was concerned that he isn't yet crawling (or walking).  So, as a result of the weight gain issues and the lack of crawling, Dr. Sykes has pronounced Enoch as failing to thrive.

Enoch after having blood drawn
(see the hospital band on his ankle?)
Anyway, Dr. Sykes (who also happens to be a Christian) was great about brainstorming through possible issues and asking good questions. She decided to "cast" two large nets to see if she can find the problem. The first is to see if anything is wrong with Enoch's metabolism or how his body is using the food he's getting. So she ordered some labwork for him to see if anything came back even slightly off. Second, she wanted to change a few things about what little man's eating.  The main idea is to figure out if my breastmilk has changed (which, of course it has to some degree..).  For instance, it's possible that my milk is lower in calories or that my supply has decreased.  So the original plan was to use up all of my frozen breastmilk (Since it was from the timeframe when Enoch was still gaining weight, the idea was that if he gained a significant amount of weight this week, then we would know that my current milk production could be the lacking in some way.), but I think my frozen milk has soured (either in transport from AR or due to its shelf-life in the freezer). So now the second "net" we are trying is to give Enoch a bit of formula after each nursing session (the goal is around 2 ounces per feeding).

[update 1: We now think that my frozen milk hasn't actually gone bad. When I tested the formula bottle at dinner, it tasted the same as my frozen milk which I thought had gone bad this morning... for some reason they just both taste and smell horrible to me.  Hugh tried my frozen milk tonight and confirmed that it tastes similar to the formula, so we think it is okay... I have no idea why, but the smell of either makes me gag, let alone the taste.   And yes it is weird taste-test your own milk... the things we moms do for our little ones.  haha!]  So, we may also use the frozen milk to supplement Enoch's nursings.]
[update 2: Enoch's bloodwork came back pretty normal.  There were a few numbers close to the edge of normal, but nothing concerning at first glance.  Dr. Sykes (who called me today!!) said that she is running Enoch's info by another pediatrician who she greatly respects in hopes of having a second opinion and a course of action ready for next week.  So thankful for her phone call today...  I love our new doctor!!!!!!]



Back to the issues at hand: we have made another follow-up appointment for the middle of next week, so we will soon find out if the extra nursing sessions are working AND the results of the labwork.

Until then, please join with us in praying.

  • We are praying that our sovereign Creator, the ultimate Healer, will resolve any issues with Enoch's digestive system and my milk supply (wherever the issues may lie) so that he will make monumental progress in gaining weight this week.   
  • We are also praying that Dr. Sykes (and others) will have wisdom as she analyzes labwork results and decides what our next step of action is.
  • Additionally, we are praying that the Lord of peace would provide us and our family with perfect peace as we walk through this trial.  We understand that Enoch's life is in God's loving hand and that trusting in Him and relying on Him is all that we can do as we seek to be faithful in the details.  

Isaiah 26:3 - "You keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in YOU." (NIV, emphasis mine)

I can thankfully testify that the Lord has given me peace and rest today.  Yesterday evening/last night was rough for me (and Hugh) as we wrestled through what our baby "failing to thrive" meant for our family.  I'm thankful for a husband who so faithfully leads us in prayer through hard times like these, and for a merciful heavenly Father who never sleeps nor slumbers, meaning that my pleas for help are always heard...

I lift my eyes to the hills.  
From where does my help come?
My help comes from the Lord,
who made heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot be moved; 
he who keeps you will not slumber.
Behold, he who keeps Israel 
will neither slumber nor sleep.
The Lord is your keeper;
the Lord is your shade on your right hand.
The sun shall not strike you by day, 
nor the moon by night.
The Lord will keep you from all evil;
he will keep your life.
The Lord will keep your going out and your coming in
from this time forth and forevermore.
(Psalm 121)






And for those of you who are wondering, Enoch seems to be doing great aside from this medical report.  We are SO thankful that he is still a happy, active little guy!  He's chowing down on some Cheerios as I type, and below you can see some pics from lunch earlier today.  His appetite is still quite large, he's sleeping great, and he's having plenty of wet/dirty diapers (this mama can certainly testify about all of those diapers!!!).  ;)   And even though he's not yet crawling, he is quite active.  Enoch loves scooching around on his bottom (usually backwards or in circles), and he's quite proficient at making circles and rolling while on his tummy.  To be honest, it's possible that he's just so content (and able to move just enough to stay content) that he doesn't have much incentive for crawling yet.  He can also go from sitting to lying on his tummy (he just did this to reach some Cheerios), but there's just something uncomfortable to him about being up on his knees in a crawling position.

Eating grapes and cheese for lunch.

Sweet, full-tummy smile...  melts my heart!


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Friday, August 17, 2012

FFF: Summer Vacation 2012

To celebrate the remaining days of summer, and really to prepare us for Hugh's first semester of teaching, we took a little family vacation last weekend to Jackson, MS.  We left out last Thursday afternoon and came back on Saturday evening.  We definitely felt like it was the perfect trip to give us some relaxation and family time!!!  Here are some photos of our trip:

 
Our drive down to Jackson was beautiful, especially because we drove through a wildlife refuge, spent some time on the Natchez Trace Parkway, and went past a large reservoir right outside of Jackson.  

Our one "touristy" thing to do in Jackson was to visit the Mississippi Museum of Natural Science.  They had lots of displays about Mississippi's natural habitats, and we liked the large aquariums a lot (as you'll see below)!

turtles

small fish

BIG fish

MS bucks



The hotel we stayed at had a pool, so that's what we did with a lot of our time.  Enoch loves the water (although he didn't the first time I took him swimming), and he especially loves playing in the water with Daddy!!  If you watch closely in the video below, you can even see him trying to kick his little legs every once in a while.  hehe...



 






On the way home, we stopped to shop in Meridian.  We found Hugh some nice work shoes and some new running shoes.  Enoch was a trooper while Daddy tried on pair after pair of shoes until both Mommy and Daddy approved (style + comfort is truly hard to find!!). 



The boys also obliged and let me run into Joann's fabric because there isn't one in Starkville, and I've had a certain craft project in mind for at least a few weeks now...  and I'm happy to report that they were both really good shoppers!!  :)


All in all, this trip was so nice!  The drive was short and beautiful, & we had so much fun relaxing, swimming, watching the Olympics, and even shopping!  We also ate some amazing food from a wide menu: Greek, BBQ, and American cuisines...  Hugh is already trying to plan our next short get-away, haha!!


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